Sometimes There are Disappointments

IMG_20141011_190339283_HDRI have said a number of times that our life here at Big Sky Acres is a living experiment. Everything we try is new and we have no experience to draw upon when it comes to bees or this land we are growing veggies in. We learn continually and sometimes those learnings coming with high fives and laughter. Sometimes they come with sorrow.

After a wonderful weekend away at the wood show and Lake Monroe we decided to take a walk around our property and check out the low tunnels, cold frames and bees. It was a beautiful day- 50 degrees and sunny.  We knew however that this 50 degree day had come after a string of frigid temperatures. We had wondered if things had survived and with hopeful hearts we wandered on back.

As we approached the one end of one of the tunnels was collapsed; not always a bad sign as sometimes the wind that runs across here will do that, but it felt like a red flag. As we peeked in we saw that all of our beautiful green babies had frozen and died. The cabbages and brocolini that looked so beautiful a month ago just could not handle the below 0 temps.

I ask myself, should I have added plastic or another layer of frost cloth? Probably one of those should have been done. More reading on year around gardening will give me the answer I suppose.  Since we are doing things before we read all the books sometimes the chapter you need is the next one and you make a mistake or miss something. You try again with some tweaks and hope for different results.

I also think that I planted too late. I was really close to the Persephone (less than 10 hours of light) when I planted. I have had a nagging feeling that would have an effect, but still wanted to try. That is how it is when you are a living experiment! Reading and tweaking is a constant here so I am in hopes that our wonderful low tunnels will supply us with produce in the spring when we try it again. So we say farewell to these for a few weeks…


On a positive note, the cold frames seem to be doing well.  The arugula and lettuce are growing. They have a ways to go before harvesting and eating, but they are hanging in there. I am in hopes that the garlic that is under the straw is also preparing for it’s growth spurt in several weeks.


We headed to the bees.  We have been concerned about our one hive, Green but we felt that Trudeau was well.  (yes we name our hives after airports).

On this 50 degree day we did not see any bees making their cleansing flights and only saw one bee in the sugar candy. We heard no buzzing in either hive. We feel they are lost too. We will get more bees and do it all again, but losing both hives is sad. We can’t really point a finger at anything here. When we last saw them there was buzzing and activity in both. We made sugar candy and put that and a pollen patty in there. They were used hives… could something have been lurking there? I have since read to NOT purchase used hives, so when we get our bees in the spring, I think we will trash these and get new hives. “Once burned, shame on you, twice burned shame on me.” I just feel to do the same exact thing again is not the right way to go. So sadly we say goodbye to our little bees and feel sorrow that they did not make it this winter.



Life if full of experiences, isnt’ it? Some happy and some sad. I am blessed because the happy far outweigh the sad. I can be sad about these losses while at the same time look forward to the successes that will occur. Regardless of success or failure they are just that… learnings.

What about you? What are some tough lessons you have learned on your homestead? Do you have any tips for me, our bees or tunnels?

Happy Unleashing in your successes and failures!

6 thoughts on “Sometimes There are Disappointments

  1. Very sad. I don’t have any suggestions as I’m not a beekeeper and living in Arizona, we have different gardening requirements. I can empathize with you though as I have lost baby goats in the past or had the deer jump the fence into my garden and help themselves. It truly is a learning experience all the time!

    • Hi Candy. It is a constant clearing isn’t it? It makes me sad on these but I know happy stuff is on the heels of this. We just continue to do it, don’t we?

  2. I hope all is not lost but if you did lose your bees from what I read, at some point you will have a failed hive I know that a couple years ago many around here lost hives to either drought or the winter.

    • Yes, I think everyone experiences that at some point. We are hoping that there is still life in one of them… we will see in the week’s to come. But we will do this again and not give up! Thanks Kathy and have a good one!

  3. Oh, Debbie and Mike, I’m sorry to read of your experiments gone bad… the learning curve is a hard one and takes us on many turns we wish we didn’t have to go on…. Good thing is, I know you two and you’ll come out smiling in the end! Thanks for sharing your ups and downs at Blue Sky Acres! Deb

    • Hi Deb! Thank you for the sympathy. There is not a farmgirl out there that hasn’t experienced a loss huh? But the good outweighs the bad. We will get more bees and use the beautiful tunnels for early spring planting. I am still trying to get my year around cadence down while learning at the same time! Have a great weekend.

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